Final Decision

June 26, 2012 at 9:04pm

After taking a mile long by my motor bike back home, I finally realized that all I have done after my graduation from high school were not exactly related to my dream that I've been dreaming of since I was little ~

I felt so sorry to my parents and as my whole family. I've been wasting so much time seeking for my own direction, till now I just realized myself that all these two years was just nothing but a foolish walk without any exact direction following by rumors that keep pushing myself into a deep down desire.

My dream was to travel around the world capturing all the wonderful pictures I've seen with a code of myself which is to keep record and make report. That's sound so hard to achieve this dream. "But everything in this universe always ready to help us to achieve our dream only if we have gut to chase it.” – The Alchemist.

Talking about what I want to be in this adventure connected with this exciting dream, I have two options in my future life. One is to be a great diplomat who represents my country's interests in international issues, both political and economic. And another one is the great adventurous journalist that keeps record and report in every global and national event. I told myself once that I need to choose one between these dreams, so I choose diplomat and leave journalist behind. Till now I just realized that though I’m really happy with my on-going diplomatic path, I’m still missing another dream that I can’t resist of ~

So today, I decided to talk with my parents again about my future plan also about my majors. I told them that I decided to take an enrollment test in Department of Media and Communication and drop my bachelor of English in Department of English that I’ve been studying there for a year already. At first my parents blamed me that I’m too playful in making decision in my university's life, but after my explanation, they started to cheer me up and give me suggestions for what I need to do next in my future life. Although my parents allowed me to do what i want do this time but they need to hear my commitment and promise for my decision as well. After a long talk, I made my commitment that I need to make it happens and I wont let my parents and as the whole family down because of me myself. ~

One for all, I’d love to thank my parents and as my whole family who always cheer me up, I really appreciate everything that all of u have done for me. I swear that I’m not going to let u all down for sure. |

CHEA Singhtararith